geram btol...mnyampahnye aku...brlagak! ahhhh aku memng dont like his way..sesuka ht dia jer...arghhhhhhhh sbnarnya aku rasa trcabr..actually, i dnt know why,with man, my ego became mlmbung tinggi...aku xnk rasa kalh, tp aku xmmpu nk atasi, aku xmmpu nk brsuara...aku jd kelu, jd inferiority...huh..aku xske prasaan nie...tht's why i juz buried my dissatisfaction..ye r..de ke patut de soh aku speak, explaine bout something yg aku blur...i dnt know...dat's time kpala aku dok kt lain..i can't think anything...dh r aku ckp ntah pape..btolla kowt..aku tgk mcm blur jer dorang dgr explained aku...tp aku xtau why im not like dat someone yg ber'eyeglasses tu help me (mybe la kowt) to explained everyone..nasib baik bajet muka cute...mcm cartoon..:p haha  aku xtau...rasa mcm nk tarik diri jer tp salah aku jgk..hr tu sape soh stuju nk jd ajk kd tue..hmmm aku hrus harungi..lgpun bukn pape pun..just ajk je kan...tp germ btoi..susuka ht mamat tue jer soh aku hndle blog..mcmla aku ni genius sgt dlm bab nie..adoi...aku igtkn dtg cni, dh x aktif lg dalm brprogrm, trlibt dgn xtvt prsatuan, team n sbagainya..last2 kene jgk..huhu mgkin byk experience, golden precept yg akn aku dapt..xtaulah aku rasa weakness semacam..xtau kemana hilng smangt aku..semoga Allah give me a strenght to facing all..